Soup

My mind is blank,
besides the thoughts of last night’s dream:
“Why would Harrison Ford want to hijack a plane?”

I try to think
but draw a blank.
My brain is shaking inside my skull
as it overheats and I become dizzy.

I try to write,
but nothing comes to mind.

All I can think of is that vivid dream
as the game you’re playing holds your attention
more than I could wish to.

My body is cold,
my belly is sick,
but not to the point of vomiting.
I can only hope for this to pass.

As the feeling grows stronger,
I begin to wonder,

‘Perhaps solid food will help?”
I leave the room,
no remarks from you.

Not a question of my silence
nor why I am leaving;
you just continue your game
as I stumble through your halls.

My head is hot,
my body is freezing.

“Don’t take without permission,”
I think,
but don’t have the strength to call out to you.

I just force down some water
and climb up the stairs
to realise what I need
is soup.

But I don’t want to bother you,
as I often do

so I continue my pain in silence.

2 thoughts on “Soup

  1. You really captured your state of mind in this piece, i imagine what others will say or do too and it can be paralizing – the saying “alone in a room full of people” comes to mind. Also these older poems seem to have alot more rythmn than the others in the recent past.

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    1. Thanks again for your supportive words, dude!
      In all honesty, I never particularly aim to rhyme any of my poems – sometimes it just stumbles into my mind with ease, and other times it doesn’t. I always aim to get the emotion across above any rhyme or rhythm, though the rhythm in poetry comes a lot easier to me than in any other situation.

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