wake up, break up

i can’t breathe.

i won’t breathe.

through this slumber
all i thought of
is how you’re leaving
and i can’t deal without you.

screaming to wake me up,
this heart pounds
and i need you.
please don’t forget me again.

i can’t turn around.
you can’t see it,
but i know if this happens
i’ll be gone.

i can’t breathe.

i know you’ll leave.

when i told you
how i awoke,
heart pounding
anxiety attack,
you left leaving a heart break
as i held back screams
because all i need
is you.

You.

b. r. e. a. t. h. e.

i’m drowning
and i’m scared,
buried in these sheets
and shaking.

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