dddddddprsn

slow starts.
moody words
in unwanted interactions.

sleep
too much;
naps and night.

heartbeat
racing,
screaming,
contorting,
with the fear
and promise
of vomit.

spending too much.
oh well,
whatever.

spending
too little
yet again.

prescriptions
can’t fix heartbreaks
and food cannot
sit well.

empty stomachs
are the norm.

what’s a diet?

what’s health?

late nights
take their toll
but what does it matter,
anyway?

melancholy
is no longer a friend.
they are gone
like everyone else.

loneliness is all that sits
in this heart
with a missing metronome.

countless words
on an empty menu.
how did i think this would help?

alone
again

your words take their time to hurt me;

hours pass,
it’s too late to react
but i need you to know

i’m not happy.

2 thoughts on “dddddddprsn

  1. This one hit me really hard but you arent alone and its ok to feel sad.
    The mind can be your best friend or more often i, find your worst enemy.
    Well done. This is pure poetry.

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